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Well, I'm back...Guess I should have done this a long time ago...Life has been throwing me around for the past year or so...Matt was medically discharged from the Air Force because of his hearing...Doesn't that just make you sick...They literally just tossed him to the side like a rotten potatoe. I got out in feb of last year 07 got a job at Walgreens. I stayed there for a few months, until there was an armed robbery. Check this shit out, they tried to hide it from me first...big mistake an elderly lady that I worked with told me about it the next day...then when I confronted the manager about it he was like yeah there was a robbery...the lady hasn't been caught yet, oh and by the way everybody dies eventually, so I looked him in the eye and said, Well, I don't want to die at Walgreens...so I left that night and that was the end of that job....Let's see...the next job I had was at wendys, that was only as a favor for a friend of mine...worked there for about a month, then quit...The next job I had was at a company called Aires...I worked with the mentally challenged there. There was this one old lady she was like 63 and she was mean beyond belief. She for some reason hated everyone....I have battle scars from that lady...She would be ok one minute, then the next she was biting you, scratching you, kicking you...whatever she could do to hurt you she tried to do it...It was bad...I'm glad that I'm not working there anymore, and yet, I miss that 9 bucks an hour....Yeah, I know it isn't much, but it was enough for me because well, just because....Now I am probably going to end up working at Walmart for 780 an hour...that's going to suck, but we really don't need as much money out here in bumfuck kentucky...I mean come on, our rent is only 275 a month....and the place isn't that bad...we have a washer and dryer, ours of course, they had hook ups...we have a sink, refridgerator, stove, bathroom, bedroom, living room...we aren't doing that bad...Anyways, I guess I'm going to get off here, cause It's like two in the morning, and I'm getting tired of holding the laptop...So, I guess I'll get up here sometime eventually... PS...Anne, don't worry, I'll give you a call tomorrow if nothing happens...
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Hi, Here I am again typing in my journal. I never knew I had it in me to write down all this stuff in a journal online. But, all is well. I'm watching Clue right now. I've never seen it before, and it looks interesting. I think Sox wants to type something. She's playing all over my laptop. Today was rather extrodinary. It started with the Cox guy coming out to install cox in the house. It ended with Matt and I on the couch getting our sex on. It was really different. I'm not sure if I will ever do it on the couch like that again. I was on top, and it did feel rather good. Maybe I will do it again, it did feel good, now that I'm really thinking about it. I was cleaning our white board and I didn't have an eraser, so I tried to use a paper towel. Well, that didn't work, so I put some fingernail polish on the towel (cause it was the only alcohol I had in the house besides the kind you drink), and I ended up getting a really bad headache. It was horrible. So, I took a shower, sucked off my husband, and fucked on the couch. Me and Matt went to a picnic at the park on base today. That was interesting. There were clowns everywhere and there was even a mechanical bull there. Matt rode on that. He looked funny as hell...haha... He thought he could last a long time, but he couldn't. So, all I could do was laugh at him...haha...Well, he's waking up...I'll talk to you all later. I'm going to try to get me some...
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Well, I'm back. Had to take a break, thanks to work. They have moved me to another office, in hopes that they can quiet me from talking about how bad my job is. But, it is okay, cause this one is even worse. This job requires that I sit in front of this computer from 8 to 11, then from 1 to 430. This job doesn't really require that I do anything. I can sit here and sleep for all they care. They just want me to be here. I bet if I was to stay home and not come in, they wouldn't even notice. Is that how my life is going to be from now on? I hope not, I have a meaningless life right now. I have no reason to be alive right now except for my loving husband. He keeps me looking forward to tomorrow, and hopeing that it will be my day to be out of the military. I've been looking into a few jobs...most of which I will probably not take. I really don't want to go to work for anyone. I have had a very bad experience with the military, and so what would possibly make me think that the civilian world would be any better, I mean, they don't have any good health care insurance, or medical, or dental, or anything that is going to make me a happy person as far as that goes. Here it has been another 30 minutes of my life thrown away here in front of this computer. There is nothing good to say of it. Just lost time, that I will never get back. Anyways, enough of that depressing crap. I made Fetticcini alfredo with chicken last night from pretty much scratch. It was freaking awesome. The chicken was tender, the noodles were perfect, and the alfredo sause was wonderful. I couldn't have asked for a better turn out. My mother in law is supposed to be coming to visit in a couple of weeks. I like her a lot better than my former monster in law. That lady was all about helping her "little boy" who by no means was little. My husband and I had a talk about my ex last night. It makes me feel so much better to know that I can just talk about anything with him. We had sex last night, and it was wonderful. Full of energy, yet clam as could be. Afterwards we took a shower, and although that could have turned out wonderful...it didn't. See, sometimes, I get this thing that comes over me, it's really weird. I get really sensual, and I do things that I normally wouldn't...I lick and scratch, and bite and pinch. I turn into this wild being, which is the only way that I can describe it... And although Matt enjoyed me on top of him, fucking his brains out, he didn't like our shower. As I ran my tongue around his nipples, and up his masculine chest towards his lips, he pushed me aside and said that he didn't like who I was right then. At first, I was taken aback, I grabbed a towel and went to find some clothes, and the more I thought about what he had said to me, the more hurt I became. I mean, it's not like I can really help it if I become like that sometimes... I thought he liked stuff like that, the kinky shit... I put my night clothes on, and laid in bed. He laid beside me and tried to cuddle with me, but I pushed him aside... Instead of fighting me like he normally does, he turned over and went to sleep. Last night was the first time, that I have ever laid beside him, and cried, and he didn't turn over to comfort me. He just lay there, quietly, not saying or doing anything. So, I got up and did what any woman would, I went to the kitchen and found some chocolate. I sat at the table and cried while eating chocolate, and still there was no Matt. Finally, I went and got on the computer. I sat there looking at the screen for 15 minutes before he finally came in the room and asked me what was wrong. At first all I could do was cry and look up at the wall. And I did this for 15 minutes. When he finally got me to talk to him, I felt so much better, but there was still something wrong. He had given up on me in bed. When I pushed him away, he gave up, he rolled over and fell asleep...he gave up on me. And it hurt...boy did it hurt. I have forgiven my husband for all these transgressions...all these horrible things that he had said and done to me on that night the night of October 4th, 2006. I forgave him then, and I will always forgive him, for he is my husband, the man that I love, the one true person that is my best friend for life. Hope you enjoy this Ann. This is the first time that I have ever written anything that has had anything to do with sex before online, so forgive me if it seems a little rough around the edges. Love,
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Well, here it is, already half my weekend gone. Sorry it's been so long since I've typed anything. Been a rough few weeks. My work is giving me problems. The military just won't kick me out for crying out loud. Although I wish they would. I'm tired of all their shit. They make me so frustrated. I got mad at my newly wed husband. He made me so mad today. I'm babysitting (if you will) and I am staying at the house of the people I'm babysitting for. Well, the woman of the house said that Matt and I could stay here at night. Well, today, I took the kids swimming, and Matt went along with us. After we went swimming, we went back to my house to eat lunch, and we played a game of hide and seek, and watched a movie. Well, he was supposed to ride back to the kids house after all that and stay for the rest of the day. So, he throws a fit at the last minute when I'm getting the kids in the car. He tells me that we never get anything done at the house when we go over there, then he wants to talk to me privately. I walk over to where he is, and he confesses to me, that the real reason he doesn't want to go is because he want's to go and buy a game from game stop. Oh, I was pissed. But oh well. I left a very mean message on the answering machine, and I hope he hears it before he goes to Game stop, (IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN) Anyways. Besides that little incident, all is well with me. I'm not going to write a book on here today... Maybe later, so for now, I'm going to go. I wil write when I have more time. LOVE, PEACE, AND CHICKEN GREESE,
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Ok, I've been tagged now...humm....QueenAnne, what am I going to do with you...I don't think I even know 5 people up here...hehe...Oh well...Here are my 5 things.... 1. I have no sense of responsibility when it comes to work. 2. I have a new borne. 3. I work non-stop for 7 and a half hours. 4. I'm not married. 5. I like to play with worms.
Ok, so they were lame, who cares...I'm tagging anyone who knows me and reads my journal entries...Anne you are my number one. Don't you ever forget that...Matt says hi by the way... Love Jenn
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Hey...!!! How's it going? Not much going on here. I just got back from a chineese buffet like half an hour ago, and I'm still feeling the pain of fullness. Matt did something this weekend that I will never forget. He bought me a laptop. That's sooo kewl..I've always wanted a laptop, and I've never had one before. He's so sweet. He does everything that he can to make me happy, and it's just crazy some of the things that he does for me. If I had to do that for him, I think I would be too lazy to do it all. Well, it's almost for sure now, I'm going to the desert. I'm supposed to be going to Kuwait next month. I'm really not looking forward to that...It's going to suck, especially since, I haven't even received orders for that, and it's coming up really fast. I'm getting married on Thursday. I'm so excited about that. A friend of mine gave me one of those computer things so I can be online and not have to be hooked up to anything. So that way, I can just walk around online, and not have to really worry about loosing signal. It's great...I can sit in bed and check my email...It's sooo awesome. Work sucked today, and I wasn't really there all day. I went in and sat for an hour or so, then left, then came back for another hour or so, then left again for a couple of hours, then came back, for half an hour, then went home for the rest of the day. It was awesome. I love being able to get out of work so often... Well, I think that Matt is getting sleepy, so I'm going to get rite for bed. Goodnight.
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Hello, Well, I completely blew off work today. I left at about 1:30. I was feeling a bit bad though. My stomach hurt. So, I just left. No one has called me yet, to say come back to work, and it's already 3:30, so I'm not going back today. I'll have to be a bit better next week, cause the head honcho is coming back on Monday, I think. Anyways, I'm not looking forward to that. I haven't been to work on time any this week...Guess I'm a bad airman...Not that anyone has noticed. Last night, Matt, my fiance' told me that he didn't want to get married until March of next year, when we are supposed to get married next Thursday. He really upset me, cause for some reason I felt like he really didn't want to marry me anymore. But it all worked out for the best. The wedding is back on. He just got cold feet, the poor guy. But I did tell him that he better not marry me if he isn't ready...Cause, I'm a bitch to live with... I also got my ring resized this week...Or should I say, he took it to get it resized, and I paid for it. We kind of have a really weird financial situation, so I end up paying for most everything. Oh, well...such is life. That got me out of work early yesterday. The day before that, I was out early. And I think that the day before that I was out early. I make up small excuses to get out of the office, and then, I just don't come back. I don't have a problem with that, and so far no does anyone else...Although, today I left reallly early. I don't think I've ever left that early with out a good reason. And all I put on the board was 43rd. Hopefully no one will realize what I have done. You know, my supervisor, God bless his poor soul, he has so much shit on his shoulders, he doesn't have time for me. He used to talk to me all the time, but now, it's like we don't ever even see each other. I guess that's how I get away with so much shit. Ok, that's enough for now, I'm tired of typing. Later. Jenn
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Hello again, It's 1336 right now, and the day just keeps on dragging on. I'm sitting at work, bored as usual. I have a big issue with work really, I work approximately 2 hours a week. You know, that has to suck considering I have to be at work for 8 hours a day for 5 days a week. It is really bad. I'm in the Military. I'm in an Intel squadron, and you could consider me intel. I went to the school for intel, but I failed my CDC (career development course) test, and hopefully I will be out of the military no later than January of next year. I could be out next month, but I think I will go overseas at least one time in my life. I'm getting married next week, so that is what I'm living for right now. I have no reason to be at work. I'm not happy with what I do. I used to be, but then I went to Tucson Arizona, and started to work for Compass Call. Don't ask me what we do here, because all I can say to you is to go and look that up on the internet, and see what you turn up with, because you will find out more that way, than you will by asking me. "Life is short party naked" that is an interesting statement. I wish I would go around partying naked. I'm sorry, I'm rambling. I saw that taped on the cubicle in front of me. Anyway, I still have like three more hours here at this stupid place. I can't stand it here. I hate my job. By the way, this particular journal entry is all about bitching about my job. I went to lunch with my fiance' this afternoon. His name is Matt. We went to Olive Garden. Someone amongst us paid for our meal. I don't know who it was...it was anonymous. I wish I would have known. It is so nice for the public to look at us and pay for our meals because we serve in the military. It makes me proud to be serving in the military. Then I got back to work, and was like, screw that. I hate my job, so what's the point in me being here..to get free food. That isn't enough to keep me in. Now Matt on the other hand. He loves the military. He loves his job. He appreciates the fact that he even got in. I guess that's because he had to get a big surgery in order to get in. He had a missing tube in his ear, and had to get one put in before they would even consider letting him in the military. I feel bad for him sometimes, and sometimes I am happy for him, and very glad that he could get in. Anyway, he called me this morning, and asked me what size my ring needs to be, cause I had to get it sized for the wedding next week. I told him, and asked him how he was going to pay for it, cause honestly, we are some broke bastards...sorry, but it's true. Well, he told me that he sold his surround sound. But I finally got the truth out of him, he was going to tell me that and give the surround sound thing away without telling me. Well, he was going to put the ring resizing thing on a credit card, which he doesn't need to have in the first place. Well, after he told me that, I figured, well, looks like I'm paying for that one. So that made me mad, especially since, he can't pay his bills in the first place. More money out of my pocket. But it's okay. I'm willing to look over that. I'm going to have to find a good punishment for him though, cause that was really wrong. I think that I'm about all talked out for now. I'll probably be back on the computer in a few minutes, so I may or may not write again. Jenn
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Well, here we go. This is my first live journal entry. I'm kind of excited. Never put how I was feeling or what I was doing on the internet before. It will be an interesting entry hopefully. Today is going okay. Not much happening. I went to the gym today, and strode in to work at about 0830. Roll Call was at 0930, so that just ended not to long ago. It was long and grouling as usual. Actually, it wasn't that long, just grouling. That's it for now. |
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